Friday, December 8, 2017

Trading degradation or development?

Trading degradation or development?

What we have:
Trader. Sitting at home (or office) every day for 12-18 hours, with no one to hang out.
Constant stress, torn from society, not work. If you can not answer the question "what do you do?"
You get tired, do not want anything. Sometimes the chase series or books you read ... Always sit in the blogs on one of the monitors ...

In general, as it were, on the face of this degradation is obtained. Sometimes it seems that tupeesh. Nothing is known. Even a little bit and you will knock 40 and have a normal career can not count. Sometimes it bothers you, especially during periods of subsidence.

But on the other side.
Constantly think filosofstvuesh (while waiting for a signal).
You begin to know yourself, that you will agree, not everyone can. And to understand all the human essence
Write (in the blog or comments), read books, blogs, comments, reviews.

Yes, chained to a computer in one sense, but in fact constantly think freedom every day are discovering something new in my head. And then suddenly you come out into the world to communicate and to understand what kind of a moment almost all stupid)) (note I said almost all)

There is a feeling that people are working from 9 to 19 at the normal operation, or even two jobs that would pay fokuskredit or mortgage degrade, but may simply preserved and remain in place, but I somehow miraculously manage to develop, and do not get through what ...


Like and the purpose is not defined, just in my head there always some theory, to make discoveries in psychology (possibly reinventing the wheel. But all the same if he invented the wheel, you realize it is 100 times better than the one that just explained the device)

It's just a habit of thinking. Constantly thinking, even in a dream to think ... I do not know where it comes from, or the constant feeling of not stability, and an understanding that everything is not very reliable? Which usually do not understand people with a contract for 10 years? or with a stable and profitable work? Perhaps the constant presence outside the comfort zone ...?

And how are you?


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